February 19th, 2004

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Today is much better than yesterday. I had some incredibly stressful news that I wasn't prepared for and it completely drained me. I fell asleep yesterday about 5 and only woke up for dinner. So today I'm rested and adjusting. We'll see if it continues, but I think the odds are good that it will. Especially since I'm finally getting my hair cut this afternoon. Small things count for so much.
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I was working up a fierce spat of cranky this morning and now it's all gone. I'm feeling light and sarcastic. And yet I still can't seem to write. Too easily distracted I guess. And of course obsessed with job hunting.
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I keep meaning to write about the whole Valentines celebration, but now it seems so long ago. The funny part is that I can never remember holidays or special dates - they're all lost on me. Sure, my brain might remember that th 14th of February is coming up but I really have no idea that it symbolizes anything special that might require forethought. At least, I can never remember until it's too late.

I think it might be a symptom of my self-involvement. Unless something impacts me directly I tend not to notice.In fact, sometimes I don't even notice when it does impact me directly. I tend to forget things like my birthday because it's not really relevant to whatever else is going on in my head. In fact, if someone were to ask how old I am, I wouldn't be able to say without counting.

I guess what this really amounts to is an excuse for being lazy.