I am having a terrible time focusing today. I had horrible dreams about kittens being killed and now I'm tired and apathetic. I would really like to be able to focus, to care about something, but it seems I'm drained of all emotion. I can't even focus on the coversations around me to care that they're annoying, I just hear the voice droning in the background, sort of like a codeine buzz. I will kickstart my brain. I will.