It' so weird that this sent me into a flurry of anxiety. I've been looking forward to this trip for months, but here I am freaking out about it. How on earth does that work? Am I really that much of a hermit? It's not like I've never been to San Francisco before, this should be cake!
So I'm taking control by making my packing list. I'm sure to forget something, but at least this way it feels like I'm traveling on purpose and not being shoved on an airplane against my will.