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Revelation

I feel much better today than I did yesterday. The night before last, I was trying to come to terms with searching for jobs that I don't want to do. I felt that they were demeaning, and yet I was forced into hoping that might be able to get one. See, there aren't any jobs up here for someone of my limited experience. No one wants to hire juniors....

Anyway, yesterday I sat down and did the soul-searching that I've been avoiding. It turns out that I don't like to work. My entire goal my whole life has been to make enough money to retire to a ranch (preferably owning the ranch well before I retire...). So. Between that and realizing that I was on some sort of whacked ego trip (and getting over it of course) I feel much better today. I even have a plan for how to make it all happen. And I know what my minimum salary requirements are for the moment, and what they will be in the future.

So now that I'm done being an idiot, I can get out and start to live again!